- 15 Years wasted on you
- February 16th, 0:18
Well Had a Month to think about the things that had happened on that day...
Thought it would hurt losing someone I had in my life for about 60% of it...And it really doesn't.....I figured if they can push me out over little petty things that I was not even aware i was doing to hurt them, and they let it bubble up for hell knows how fucking long and then blow up at me and not even tell me why & throw me out of their life, then they aren't worth having....Especially AFTER they told me I don't even know how many fucking times to be 100% honest with them no matter what..Guess that was a lie...My Honesty in their eyes was Pettiness, Childish, & Jealousy...Jealous of what exactly? You have nothing I'd even remotely be Jealous over.What that you're married and have a home? Congrats Should I be jealous of 98% of the human population.. Jealous that you can lose weight quickly? I would too if I ate as little as you do and was sick like you were...Concerned at times? definitely...but Jealous? Not at all....Petty?? Petty how? I wasn't blowing up anything out of proportion..I was being honest with you. Childish? in what way? Because up until New years you never said anything about anything I ever said or did.. you let it go on and on instead of telling me, you talked to everyone else and not me first.. but if I did that you'd be pissed... Using other people facebook to comment on mine...looking through me like you didn't know me but I'm the petty and childish one? Any time someone pissed you off you went on like you could crush then and you were untouchable, like don't fuck with me i can take you down with one fowl swoop...lol Yeah because that's being a mature Adult... Bragging that you can make anyone feel 3 inchs tall..because that's a quality to be proud of..if I remember correctly you were made feel 3 inchs tall for years and look what that did to you the scars it left you with..turned you into a cold hearted Bitch pushing everyone out of your life that stands up to you...That's really pathetic... So you get to be a bitch and no one gets to be a bitch back? Life doesn't work that way... I fel sorry to the current ones in your life that have to find out what your like then the ones after that when they leave too..
You wanna say i never respected you....1 if I didn't respect you 15 years of friendship wouldn't of happened, I would of walked a long time ago if I didn't think you were worth holding on to... I don't need people in my life to live anf get through the day i'm quite capable of being alone on all counts. Atleast on my own I can truly be me, and not get told every other day that i never have to change that you love me the way I am but then drop fucking hints thats you're lying through your fucking teeth
Good Luck To Ya.. I hope the rest of them find out how poison you are and get out quick before the have 15 years wasted on you too